Thursday, June 28, 2007

Happy yet?

You Are 28% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.
Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.

Found this site from Dianne/flutter's blog. Thought it appropriate after Mel's recent post about happiness. Bummer I scored so low.


In Cycle news ... it only gets better. Last night and this morning I started spotting. Minimal, but noticeable. The IVF nurse informs me that it is possible to have this happen while my estrogen is still low. So today is stim day 7 and I must still be low. My med increase was for this morning, so in theory I should be patient -- but boy is it hard. To top it off, my Dr K goes off IVF service on Saturday. I really wanted him in control of when to end my cycle. Armchair Monday morning quarterbacking revealed that my last cycle was ended prematurely by Dr S and that a fair number of the eggs were probably immature. So I really, really want Dr K to decide my meds (if things go on). He will be in the office for the beginning of July, but he is not on IVF service. I'm seriously contemplating insisting on a phone call where I pin him to the wall with my hysteria and make his swear on his mother's grave that he will monitor my results next week. Oh, and it gets even better -- I only have about a days worth of Menopur left, so I get to buy MORE meds. My financial picture keeps getting better and better.

Sorry this is gloomy. I really would like to be more witty and clever, but I'm just kinda too tired. Ate ice cream for dinner. I'm really pulling for that medical study that said ice cream is good for fertility (I read a discussion about it today on someone's IF blog but can't remember).

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Ice cream bit, I think its more cream and butter type products that are supposed to be good. I ate tons of organic butter and cream and such and it certainly didn't do me any harm, i had quite a nice lining and a long luteal phase.

I never thought of ice cream, maybe because its contains sugar that I stayed away :)

Good luck!