Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Its Always Darkest ...

just before the dawn.

No suspense here, took the FRER this am -- TWO LINES. (no pics, camera broke)

Sorry to have been the whirling dervish of emotions the last few days. You have my sincere apologies for the craziness and compulsive pee-stick issues. But I was amazed how well so many of you seem to know me. Or perhaps this IF/loss experience gives us all similar perspectives on some things. I don't know, but I am so grateful to have joined this community and had all of you to sit with me through this experience. And I hope you will stick around a bit, since we are certainly not out of the woods yet.

I'm going to call the RE office to see if I can get my beta little early so I can visit my family as planned. I'm guessing if the betas are okay, then there will be an u/s sometime around new year's.

I'm hoping this is just the first of much good news for everyone. I know I am very lucky to have gotten this far and I am most grateful. I'm hoping there is success and peace for all my friends in this community soon this new year.

Ironically, this is my 100th post.

29 comments:

Carrie said...

OMG!! What amazing news! Congratulations. I hope your betas are great and you can move on from this time of stress!

Lori Lavender Luz said...

What a great way to start my day!

Congrats on your lines, Amy!

Natalie said...

OMG, I really thought after all that it wasn't gonna happen! Woohoo! Congrats sista!

andi said...

What great news!! Finger's crossed for you.

Ms. Planner said...

YAY! I hope the betas provide you with some good numbers and a reason to celebrate a little more over the holidays with your family.

Serenity said...

Wow, what a rollercoaster, eh???

Fantastic news. Here's hoping for a good strong beta.

Shelby said...

Yeah!! This is great news!! Congrats!

I'm hoping for a nice, high beta for you!!

DD said...

Congrats on the 100th post and such an auspicious way to mark it!

Kate said...

Congrats!!!

Rebecca said...

That is sooo awesome! I'm really happy for you and you give me hope! Congratulations and of course we'll stick with you!

niobe said...

This is such great, wonderful, fantastic news! I am just thrilled for you!

JJ said...

Well what a WONDERFUL 100th post!

Im sorry I havent been around to offer you more support in the 2ww, but I hope this happiness continues for you!

Kathy said...

CONGRATS!!! I am sooooo happy for you!

Delenn said...

This is SO GREAT!! Congratulations on the two lines! I so hope this is just the start of your journey!

Anonymous said...

WAHOO!! This is wonderful, wonderful news! :-) I hope this is the first of a string of great news!

Leah said...

Wahoo, wahoo, wa-freakin-hoo!! Oh Amy, I am so excited for you. I'll keep everything possible crossed for you and can't wait to hear about your betas.

Rachel said...

What wonderful news! I hope you can get your beta and that it is a good, strong number. Fingers crossed.

Unknown said...

Oh, Amy, I'm so glad I checked in with you today! Congratulations on those two lines. I know I haven't been around for your whole journey, but I'm rejoicing for you!

Malky B. said...

Congratulations! May you great beta and a healthy pregnancy.

Anonymous said...

Mazal tov, Amy. Wishing you a healthy, happy, EASY pregnancy!

S said...

That is FANTASTIC! Congratulations!

And congrats. on your 100th post, as well!

Tam said...

So you see, it can happen even tho those damn pee sticks keep a secret for so long!! Can't wait to hear your beta numbers, praying and hoping for you!

Here's to a good start and an even better finish!

Magpie said...

What a nice way to start the day! Continued good luck!

beagle said...

Congratulations!

Lollipop Goldstein said...

Congratulations!!! Oh my G-d!
That is fantastic news :-)

In and Out of Luck said...

Oh, wow. Congratulations!

Anonymous said...

De-lurking to say congrats! You are my inspiration. I'm 10dpiui. I wanna be you in 4 days. Enjoy your time with you family! You are pregnant. That doesn't happen everyday now does it?

Dr. Grumbles said...

Fan-frickin-tastic!

Hope you have a great beta!

Best of luck! Woo hoo!

Erin said...

Woo hoo! That's so great. Can't wait to see that number go up and and up and up!